SAY GOODBYE---烟花灿烂,好景不长,曲终人散。。。。。。。。。不知道该用什么来形容,但是我知道IT'S TIME TO SAY GOODBYE!
CHANGE LET US WERE SEPARATED.YOU SAID YOU ARE BETTER THAN BEFORE,AND I'M WORSE THAN BEFORE,YOU ARE WRONG,WE ARE ALL CHANGE ,WE ARE IN DIFFERENT ENVIROMENTS,SO WE CAN'T UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER.AND WE ARE NOT IN THE PARALLEL LINES ANY MORE.BUT I CAN UNDERSTAND YOU REALLY,JUST I CAN'T BE THAT ANY MORE...
曾经的平行线现在已经错位了,不在相同的方向上前行是不能比较的,在北京的8个月的生活里让我尝尽了酸甜苦辣,真实和幻想在现实中往往有很大的差异,既然要走进社会,要长大,离开父母的庇护就必须尝试摔跟头,因为必须要经历这些。在这个大漩涡中我不停的挣扎,如果我想舒服我也就只能溺死于水中,所以我不敢疏忽半点。是的我很累,所以每当我想不通时,我就想起了公司里的狂人们,和他们比较我真是小巫见大巫,难道真的是MONEY CAN MAKES MARE GO?
这份工作基本上和技术没有任何关系,完全是工作经验和办事能力的考验。中午在和妈妈的通话中我也说到,也许让我尝试设计的工作我完全不会打触,因为那是我的老本行,只是需要一点时间就能立马上手,可是这份工作完全是社交办事做人这方面的,真的是心有余而力不足,工作中很少会让我安静,我不能随心所欲的走神,不能享受自己的放纵。。。。在心里无数次的挣扎过想放弃过,这种束缚和压力让我在如此短暂的时间里无法适应。但是取长补短,克服我的缺陷现在是 REALLY NECESSARY,而不是让我随心所欲的成长,没有规矩何以成方圆,不扫一屋何以扫天下。
I DON'T WNANA LIE,BUT IF WANT BE SUCCEED,I MUST TRY MY BEST.HONEY,SO PITY WE ARE CAN'T TO SHARE THE BEAUTIFUL LIFE TOGETHER,不是我不想,有些东西真的只有残缺才是最美的。能找到心灵永远的守护者也许真的比登天还要难,在人的短暂一生中,不管上演的是怎样的一出戏,过程都是艰辛的,也许只有自己才永远是唯一欣赏自己的观众,仅为能听到这唯一的掌声我们也要走下去,不知道是否这出戏只有自己能够看懂而为之流泪。。。。。
过眼浮华已不再是我渴望的,仅有外表已不能再唱歌,更深邃的声音直逼骨髓,去听那地下酝酿的热流声远比那地上清澈的汩汩泉水声更让人振奋。
感官将被遗弃。。。。。。。。。。。
前方等待我们的会是什么,无人知晓,是阳春白雪还是下里巴人?其实没有人可以让它绝对,而幸福是唯一的,那就是展现在你脸上的笑容。
BABY REMEMBER,DON'T HURT ANYBODY,DON'T USE ANYBODY,YOU ARE SPECIAL AND EXELLENT!
BUT THE TIME IS TO SAY GOODBYE,I CAN'T GO WITH YOU,I CAN'T SHARE THE COMMEN IN MUSIC OR ART OR NAYTHING WIHT YOU ANY MORE...........BUT I STILL HAVE TO GO ON,AND TO THE END JUST WITH MYSELF,BUT TRUST ME,I'LL DO THAT,I'LL SEE MY HEAVEN IN THE FUTURE...............
SO TAKE CARE ,
AND BEST WISHES
BYEBYE,HONEY!
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THE MUSIC IS TO YOU——I‘VE BEEN LOVING YOU TOO LONG TO STOP NOW
I'VE BEEN LOVING YOU TOO LONG
I DON'T WNNA STOP NOW
BUT YOU TIRED
AND YOU WANNA BE FREE
BUT MY LOVE WIHT YOU GOING STRONGER
YOU SEE YOU BECAME A HABBIT TO ME
I'VE BEEN LOVING YOU THAT MUCH TOO LONG
PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME STOP NOW
OH I DON'T WNNA STOP NOW
I'VE BEEN LOVING YOU A LIITLE TOO LONG
I DON'T WNNA STOP NOW
OH I DON'T WNNA
PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME STOP NOW
OH DON'T MAKE ME STOP NOW
I'M DOWN AND BEG JESUS
DON'T MAKE ME STOP NOW
OH DON'T WNNA STOP NOW
BABY BABY I LOVE YOU
HONEY HONEY SHUT OFF IT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU
I SAID I LOVE YOU WITHOUT MY HART
SO DON'T MAKE ME STOP DON'T MAKE ME STOP NOW
OH I LOVE YOU OH SIAD I LOVE YOU OH DON'T BABAY
OH DON'T MAKE ME STOP NOW
OH .....
YOU YOU YOU
YOU CAN MAKE ME DO ANYTHING YOU WANNA ME DO
AND I'LL SAY ANYTHING YOU WANNA ME SAY
BUYING ANYTHING YOU WANNA ME BUYING
IF YOU JUST STAY AND MAKE LOVE TO ME
IF JUST MAKE A SAY OH OH BABY..OH... BABY..
COME BABY.SUCK IT SUCK IT SUCK IT SUCK IT TO ME BABY
OH..................................
BABY DON'T MAKE STOP NOW
I ALOW YOU......
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